Two and a half years ago I suddenly lost interest in all the things I had previously been doing and fell in to some kind of a vacuum where I felt like doing nothing. That scared the shit out of me and I felt like my life lost its ground. I’ve always been the one […]

During the last few months, especially in the past weeks I’ve been thinking a lot about how we all have the liberty to choose in the moment how we relate to ourselves and to the world around us. I feel this is becoming more and more important because of this time that is at stake. […]

I find it incredible that we can straight up lie to ourselves and other people whilst calling it something very different. It’s so common and easy to discard your truth when you sense that it contradicts with the will of another person or with the wants and needs of your ego. I’ve done this an […]

I just returned from Bali were I met this incredible lady, Ines. It was love at first sight. Ines is among other things an Access Consciousness facilitator and she introduced me to this interesting idea that consciousness judges nothing and includes everything. That every time we judge we exclude ourselves from receiving and cast ourselves […]

I so love the world of my dreams. My personal growth process has always been guided by dreams. Through showing me the small but significant details, my dreams are mirroring the bigger picture. Dreams are like poems, that tell stories through metaphor. They bring messages from the subconscious and teach me the truth about myself, […]

What do I want? What do I want to do? Who am I? For the past year I’ve been asking these questions from myself and surprisingly the answer has been ’I don’t know’. Dance is an exception, it has still felt right. It is really frightening, when the things that have always excited me all […]

For three years now, I have been passionate about couple dances. During the past year I’ve been constantly amazed by how much I still learn through dancing and especially how my dance experiences keep expanding. One part of me believes that this is logical and how things roll in life. Other part wonders how utterly […]

Beginning of May I had an appointment with my osteopath. During the treatment, he told me that he feels like I’m unconsciously turning my back to something important in my life. I couldn’t think of anything. I asked him what it could be. He didn’t know what it was. Only answer I got from him, […]

Couple of months ago I went to a body/energy treatment, in which the focus became about surrendering and about the fact that the whole concept was incomprehensible to me. Even though my energy healer, Auli, patiently explained to me the purpose and meaning of surrendering, I had no clue what she was talking about. I […]

The mind is such a trickster – at least my mind is. Mostly my mind lives in it’s own world, with no interest or notion of the external reality or of who I really am. My mind is like an undisciplined, excited little boy who loves pranks 24/7. Today I laugh, because I see my […]